About Us

My family and I currently are stationed on Whidbey Island. In Oak Harbor, Wa. Tilden is in the navy and is ready to get out. haha well in 2011!! But we have a great time being together and learning new things and meeting new people. We have a wonderful lil boy Maddux, who is 4 and have a beautiful baby girl Bella, who is now going on 6 months. They are the world to us. It is the best feeling in the world to wake up every morning with a smiling face or our little boy saying morning mom and daddy. I am so thankful that I am able to stay at home with my kids, thanks to my wonderful husband Tilden. We are hoping to be out of the military by spring of 2010 and heading back to idaho for just a few years and then we will see where our life takes us. I am looking forward to this journey ahead with my beautiful family.

June 29, 2009

HaPpY AnNiVeRsArY BaBy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


3 years strong.............
How sad this is the most recent pic I have of us....3/14/09
Right after you came home from the desert.
I need to do better at taking more pics of us. We dont even look
like this anymore.lol



But wow we have come a long way..I wish we were able to spend this happy memory together...But know I am thinking of you and love you always. I am so proud of what you are doing for us, and our country, you are a strong man........Come home safe!!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

June 24, 2009

Family visits.....


Jake and Jared, Thank you guys so much for coming to see us. We loved spending time with you....Please come back soon and lets do all the fun crap we didnt get a chance to do......LOve you guys and of course we miss you already..xoxo



Oh Jake we have some good memories together and it meant so much to me that you were able to come and visit and make more newer ones. I love you so much bro!!! And oh you are looking way good.........a few situps might get rid of that tire. lol im just jokein you look great. better than I have ever seen. I love you and cant wait to see you again....

we miss you guys already..... come back..... falling off mister pig.... around pike place market

being silly at imperial garden....
yay I lOvE sEaTtLe!!!!!

Mister Maddy was scared of the bee..........but was super cute...love you boo..

Tired from a long day of exploring.... So full of happyness. this is why i get up everday. to see my two smiling lil kiddos full of unconditional love. i love you lil ones...

Crazy beautiful little Bella.
I think miss Bellas favorite part of our trip was the fishys at the aqarium. in the pic where her nose is all curled up is her new face she has been doing. pretty hilarious...
We are going to be in trouble with this little girl. She is so pretty...She did pretty good those two days we were all over Seattle....
Not only is Benihanas my fav restaurant but Maddy loves it too. He loves wearing the chef hat of course and all the skills the chef has.
Oh Jake how time has changed. I am so thankful you got to come and visit me. I would have been super bummed if you didnt get a chance to see how beautiful this island is. So thanks. I miss you and I can't wait to see you sometime hopefully in the next couple months....
Cherie my love and I. Thanks again girl for going with me and being a huge help with the kiddos. I would have been a huge mess without you. plus it was super fun having you there with us. I am glad I got to show you around Seattle..........


Family Visits.....OH how I love them... My parents came up to visit us and to be with us for Maddux's MRI. Which went well and the tests came back negative for a tumor. WOOT WOOT!!!! I am so thrilled. There are still some other issues they are trying to resolve but the worst part is over. So yay. We couldn't be happier. It was so nice to have them be there for me. I think they saw how i struggle alone without my hubby. But it was great getting to spend some time with them. Right after they headed home my brother and his roommate Jared came to visit. They flew into Seattle and Cherie (my friend) and I went to meet them there. We stayed downtown Seattle which was so much fun. I have lived here for 3 years and have done all the fun stuff there is there but I havent actually stayed in the city. So we had a blast going to the Space needle, and going on a cruise, and just walking and exploring pike place. And of course we had to eat at my fav Beni Hanas. It was so special to me that my brother made it up here finally. I miss you bro!!! Thanks for coming and we hope to have you both back soon.

The last few weeks have flown by for me. I have been so super busy its been kinda nice. It makes the time pass a little faster til I get to see Tilden again. Tilden is doing the best he can. He, of course would rather be home now with his family and helping me out. we miss you like crazy and cant wait to see you walk through those doors. We love you babe hang in there... Right now we are getting ready to start growth hormone therapy for maddux and keep on the thyroid medicine. and in the meantime try and get Tilden home. I need him now more than ever. And our sweet little Bella girl. She is growing way to fast. Almost walking she is on the verge. She is holding on and then letting go in between the couch and coffee table. And oh man is she an eater. My family expierenced it first hand how much this little munchkin eats. and if I can't get it to her fast enough she is growling and hollering at me. IT is pretty cute. I can't get over how adorable all of her faces are. She has so much charachter and spunk. I love my kids and am so blessed to have such a great family here to support me through these tough times. Thanks guys. We miss you all so much......... Now Cylee and Mike you guys need to get your butts up here already....haha

This is just a little recap of what has been going on in our lives lately.
Cherie girl and I. Love you too girl.....
Great pic of the boys..... Love the background....I had so much fun on that cruise even though it was raining for a mi nute.....


wanting to eat dirt before we go up to the space needle. Curious lil momma......

May 18, 2009

It's life......

We got the news today that Tilden will be leaving again on Tues. for Japan. He wont be gone near as long as usual, so that is good. but he will still be gonE. Right now it is the best thing financially but the worst timing for family. Maddy and all the doctor apts. and lil miss Bella Louisa, she is going to be walking by the time he comes home. She is growing like a weed! I love that term, it's so true. lol. He missed so much already and just got to know her for the first time. I hate to see him miss so much, but I know that all this stuff makes us such a better couple and closer family. I love you Tilden so much!! I am so proud of the man you are. You are so strong and sacrifice so much for us, We are so thankful.
Maddux goes in for an MRI. on june 30th. He will have to be put under so that is my main concern. I wish Tilden was going to be here for that. But we have gotten all of the other results back and they are all negative. YAY!!! So for right now all he has is Low Thyroid and growth hormone deficiency. So that is a plus. What he has lost we cannot get back but we can definetly stop him from losing more. So we are on the upside of this battle. For now we face another challenge of daddy leaving again.

May 09, 2009

Alfalfa girl


Bella is getting so dang big!!! She is adorable in the tub and everywhere. She is so on the go now it is rediculous. I can't keep up with her. I will have more posts to come. I am playing catch up now. lol. I have so many new pics to post. oh and MOM and Carlene I didnt forget, your mothers day cards are on the way!!!! But because they are not going to be there tom. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!!

May 08, 2009

So Proud of You......



It has been awhile since I last posted. Sorry guys I have been extremely busy. But I wanted to start my post off by what has been going on the most lately and who has had the most excitement around here. Little Maddux. We are so proud of you HOney. We started talking to Maddux awhile back and trying to teach him about saving money and working for your money. So he did a few little jobs. Which he didn't really keep on track. His little mind wandered everywhere else. haha But He did earn some money. THen the Easter bunny left him some money in his easter eggs. So by the time we had moved into our new house he was ready to buy this wheelbarrow. He had his eye on this wheelbarrow for a few weeks now. He kept asking "mom do I have enough money for the wheelbarrow now. Do I mom". I would ask him what he wanted to do with the wheelbarrow and he would say he wanted to put some flowers in it and some weeds and then plant the flowers. So when we counted his piggy bank he had 12 dollars and we headed to Kmart to where the Wheelbarrow was. So we had him go get the wheelbarrow and put it in the cart but he didnt want to do that he wanted to push it around. So then we headed outside to find some flowers that he wanted to put in it and plant. He found what he wanted and then we headed to the check out where he had to count out his money and pay the clerk. I helped him of course but it was just so adorable to watch him count the money and pay her. I am so proud of how hard you worked and saved for something you wanted. You are such a smart boy. So of course right when we got home we headed outside to weed and plant his flowers. Once we got out there and the work actually started it wasnt as fun as it sounded he decided. so he just watched me weed and then helped me put a few flowers in the ground. He is so dang cute and so proud of what he paid for. Love you Boo.
We even saved the reciept to show his first purchase at 4 years old.
So excited......
So then we get into the haircut. Maddux has been complaining lately about wanting his hair to be short so I finally decided to cut it myself. Sorry mom I know how you loved those curls but it's what Maddy wanted. and of course he loves it. He especially loves it when daddy does his hair in a mohawk.
So Maddux has always been small for his age. We get asked all the time how old is he. He talks so good. And then we tell them he is going to be 5 and they can't believe it. He has been going to physical therapy for about 2and ahalf years now for a developmental muscle delay. So we knew he had that but just being his mom I knew something else was going on with him. We took him to all kinds of doctors and they all told us he was fine just small. we saw dieticians and meal planning people and he is still small. So finally we had enough and went back to the doctor again and demanded they actually do testing on him to see if he is fine. So we went to Maddigan Army Hospitol, in tacoma wa and he saw a neuro specialist and just from doing some small simple testing he told us something was up. They did an xray of his hand to see the size of his bones and at age 4 they should be progressed and all the plates and everything should be there well his bones are the size of a 1 year 9 month old. We then headed up to the lab to get his blood drawn and do you honestly think that a 4 year old is just going to sit there while you take 8 things of blood. Well mine didn't. so we couldnt do it in the lab we had to go back up to pediatrics where he was just held down. It broke my heart. We left there and headed to our favorite store Cabela's YAY.... Maddy loves the kids toys there. and Looking at all the cool stuff with dad. While we were there I got a call from the doc and he said one of the tests came back positive for a thyroid disfunction. so before they do medicine they have to get all the tests back and we have to see more doctors. well they also want to do an MRI because there is a slight possibilty that it could be a tumor on his adrenel gland. im not sure how to spell all that medical stuff so bear with me. anyway im taken that as the worst case scenario. I am hoping and praying it is only thyroid. So for now we are just waiting for more apts. I will keep updating often about this.
We had a great time at Cabelas. Maddux got a new truck set for being so great at the doctors and we all just had fun being together and having fun.
Other than a ton of apts and moving I think we are adjusting and getting back on track. We all love the new house. an exta room is always needed. And Maddux and Bella are getting along great. Maddux is such a great big brother. He is always wanting to play with his sissy. He loves to roll things to her cuz she is learning how to roll them back so now he is starting to acutally have fun with her. The other day Tilden and I were telling Bella to say momma and dadda the usual baby talk and Maddux jumped in and said Bella say Maaadddddyyyy. It was hilarious. Maddux just has to look at Bella and her face lights up. I am so blessed I have such a great loving family.
Playing with a bear hat. silly man
Pretty fish in the tanks at Cabela's.

April 09, 2009

quick update.....

A lot has been going on at our house the last week so I haven't been able to post like I wanted. But to let everyone know the Carbon Monoxide issue was not resolved and the levels 3 nights ago were so high I started to feel the side effects. The gas smell was very strong and the carbon monoxide levels were at 209. Super dangerous. The first thing we do is check our kids to make sure they are still breathing. We finally had enough and went to housing and demanded a new house. And it was actually suprising because they were very willing to help and give us a new house. So here we are today one day later and we got the keys to our new bigger house! We only have until monday to be moved out and have our old place cleaned. But it is for the better. So I will eventually be posting some new pics here soon.

March 28, 2009

My sweet little Maddux. He is so adorable. He keeps me laughing and on my toes. haha. He is out on spring break right now and it has been great having him at home with Bella and I. The other day Tilden told him no about something and instead of getting mad and throwing a fit he just looked up at daddy and said dad lets sit on the couch and talk about this. Tilden just broke out laughing. He is growing up. It is so sweet to watch him play. he loves to play pretend and make believe. And I love love love it how he loves to take pics. he is my little model. I love you boo....
The sweetest boy.
Little stud.
What mom....
Maddux was being silly and wearing my hat and making Bella laugh. He is so sweet to her. HE is such a great big brother. everytime Bella sees him she lights up.
Maddux loves his tummy time with Sissy.